want to be needed or at least wanted

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 22:43:17 GMT

This weekend i went out with my friends . We were with my friends bf. I felt like a loser because i didnt have a boyfriend. Everytime i go with them somewhere i feel out in the cold but thats my fault.
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I understand the feeling of pain and the pain that runs threw my vains. Undestanding that im alone and that would never go away. Want some one to come in my life and blow this awful pain away from my heart.Tierd of being along and time to do somthing about it , because dont want to be wanted, wanted to be needed,cherished, cared and loved forever.........

suffocated in memories

want to be needed or at least wanted