urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buriedmemories suffocated in memories buriedmemories buriedmemories 2004-06-03T03:51:45Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:buriedmemories:433 want to be needed or at least wanted 2004-06-02T22:43:17Z 2004-06-03T03:51:45Z This weekend i went out with my friends . We were with my friends bf. I felt like a loser because i didnt have a boyfriend. Everytime i go with them somewhere i feel out in the cold but thats my fault. <br />............................................................................................<br /><br />I understand the feeling of pain and the pain that runs threw my vains. Undestanding that im alone and that would never go away. Want some one to come in my life and blow this awful pain away from my heart.Tierd of being along and time to do somthing about it , because dont want to be wanted, wanted to be needed,cherished, cared and loved forever.........